Manusia

Manusia sanggup berbuat apa sahaja untuk meneruskan kehidupan masing-masing. Kita semua mempunyai gaya hidup dan taraf ekonomi yang berbeza. Sepanjang hidup kita, saya pasti kita semua pernah menipu seseorang demi keuntungan dan kebaikan diri kita. Begitu juga saya. Penipuan- penipuan seperti ini adalah logik jika kita banyak melakukannya sewaktu kecil kerana fikiran kita masih belum matang. Tetapi, adalah sadis lagi menyedihkan jika kita melakukan penipuan di saat kita sudah capai umur akil baligh. Ini adalah suatu perkara yang sangat kotor.

Saya faham kita semua mempunyai alasan disebalik setiap penipuan yang kita lakukan, tetapi saya tidak boleh menerima suatu penipuan itu sekiranya perkara ini dilakukan oleh individu yang dipercayai. Saya tidak dapat membayangkan bagaimana seseorang itu sanggup menipu orang yang dikenalinya sendiri. Lagi-lagi apabila orang itu besungguh-sungguh akan perkara yang diberitahu kepadanya itu.

Saya teringat sebuah kisah dimana seorang raja mengarahkan agar rakyatnya menghamparkan permaidani agar kakinya terpelihara, tetapi adalah lebih baik jika raja itu mengusahakan agar dihasilkannya sepasang kasut yang boleh dipakainya agar kakinya tidak kotor. Dengan cara ini, dia tidak membebani rakyatnya demi kepentingannya sendiri.

I had a chance to hug TOP hahaha..felt really warmth..he has broad shoulder too.He was wearing black coat and trousers. At that time we were at the airplane stair. What the...

Then, I felt like I'm in relationship with Lee Seungi as a lover, while Eun Shi Kyung is my best friend. Also like, what the.....

Ok,just feeling to tell this...hehe

Hidup ini hanyalah kerana Allah

Aku terfikir berapa peratus dalam hidup aku ni aku beribadah kepada Allah? Berapa peratus jugak segala macam masalah dan kerja yang aku lakukan ni semata- mata kerana Allah? Astaghfirullah al- Azim. Aku telah banyak lalai daripada mengingati Kau Ya Allah.

Berapa banyak kali aku menderhaka kepada orang tua terutama ibu bapa termasuk juga nenek aku dan adik beradik aku. Rupanya Islam telah mengajar kita cara yang terbaik dalam setiap perkara.
Segala perbuatan kita didunia ini, setiap saatnya akan di soal oleh Allah kelak.

Kadangkala aku lagi menitikberatkan hal-hal dunia sehingga aku memandang ringan hal-hal agama. Contohnya, aku lebih mengutamakan mendengar lagu sedap daripada solat di awal waktu. Siapa aku? Hanyalah hamba, sehinggakan sanggup menangguh ajakan Tuhannya semata-mata kerana benda lain.

Moga Allah terus memberi hidayah-Nya kepada kami. Amin

..and there it happened

The one that I really hate just happened, i don't know how to describe my feelings right now. Now, everything wouldn't be the same. I don't know it is a good thing or is a bad thing. Me, myself, I can't change myself to someone I'm not neither anyone else can. But what happened if someone who also difficult to change himself, wanted other people to change to the way that he can tolerate.

He knew I'm weak at talking
He knew I'm weak at confronting
He knew I'm nobody
He knew I'm useless
He knew my passion

But then he used all my weakness to CONFRONT me!!!
How sad can you imagine I feel.

The one that I always think of, to share the burden together so he can feel relief even for a second, the one that I ALWAYS THINK OF DAYS AND NIGHT to think of how to make things better, didn't even let me say a word.

The same things that you point the fault to me, is exactly the same things that you've done to me that I kept it silently in my heart, so that nothing can fall us apart.

Can you imagine how it would make me HURT by saying I HATE you.

It is not fair that you told other people about me when you didn't even know the truth.

When you already have tones of back up people, while me having none.

This is what you chose, I can't let you and I don't even want to beg you to stay, because I guarantee one day whenever you have problems at other place, you will remember the good things I gave to you. I hope you can get someone better than me, and not someone worst. But if you got someone worst, I hope you can learn everything is not always be perfect. Sometimes we have to sacrifice a little bit of our heart to get more. By just throwing away the heart, you just commit suicide.

I LOVE U

I : I LOVE YOU. Yes, you, no no, you, yes you...
M: Do I know you? or..do you know me?
I : I don't think you know me, but I know you. The only thing is I don't know you really well yet.
M: Oh, and so what make you like me then?
I : I don't know, since childhood I already like you. You did make me suffer A LOT when making decision whether to just stick on you or just give you up.
M : I didn't know that but I know I am popular nowadays, but I am really having high standards of qualification. Do you have all that?
I : I don't think I have that yet. But I'm preparing now. I should be more hardworking and diligent to pass your target. I know we can be together one day later but as for now, let me practice and learn a lot so I can treat you well. We can be partners.
M : Ok then, we'll see. Good luck.












p/s I= me, M= Medicine :P

10 How to make study interesting

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This Aid Holiday

For this time, I felt like it was a bit dull than before. I don't know why, the celebration and so..
But the best thing is my house-mate's mom came all the way from Madinah and I got to taste very yummy foods such as Rendang daging, nasi himpit, kuah kacang, fried meehoon, cucur kodok, nasi lemak and corn pudding. Her mother just left this morning back to Madinah.

And now welcome back to normal life, where all things we must prepare ourselves. As a student, I need to study right? But I don't like the way that people are pushing or forcing me to study. No one tell me so, but it is EXAM....While learning new things too, I kept remembering about the fact that I should remember something just because I'm afraid of questions that will be asked during exam. Plus, our doctors too when giving us lectures, will say something about exam for example "You must remember this by your heart because there will come out in the exam" " In exam, you should answer it like....." Exam here, exam there, exam, exam, exam, exam.

Can't we learn something because it is our interest? And no exam!!!

But what can I do when this world is based on EXAM. If you don't score, you'll not succeed. This is the world that I live in now.

I hate the fact that someone will get really focused when exam is just 1 week aparts. They will do anything by not eating, not sleeping, and all. But, after the exam, they will enjoy all their hearts out.
I don't wish to be like that.

I want to read because I wanted to know.
I want to read because I love reading.
I want to read because I feel books is my companion when I'm lonely.

But what are in my thinking is:
I want to read because I'm scared of exam
I want to read because maybe someone is struggling better than me
I want to read because I am stupid
I want to read because everyone scares me
I want to read because nothing else I can do

I hate the life on study weeks. Seems like it is worst than my normal life. Everyone will get stressed, moody, sacrifice everything out, mind and soul like nothing is more important than exam.

So, can exam be something fun? I really wanna know if there are any tips to make studying and exams fun. Let's google it now.