I...who always live inside my memories.
How heartbreaking it was,
I still can remember every seconds that past.
You can call me a fool,
but you cannot delete the memory away,
from my mind.
I..who live with my memories,
Am very coward.
Scared to let my heart crushed again,
to live in the same situation again,
just let it be the last time.
I couldn't front it for the next time.
I....who cherish my memories,
wanted to wash away bad memories,
just like I wash dirty clothes,
into a brand-new one.
If you know how badly I wish for that,
The wish that will never be granted.
I....who cannot live without memories,
Wanted to stay away from you.
Preventing rewinding the bad memories that we had,
everytime I see you.
I cannot blame you for all this,
But you just cannot change the way I am,
who live regarding my memories. :(