Aku terfikir berapa peratus dalam hidup aku ni aku beribadah kepada Allah? Berapa peratus jugak segala macam masalah dan kerja yang aku lakukan ni semata- mata kerana Allah? Astaghfirullah al- Azim. Aku telah banyak lalai daripada mengingati Kau Ya Allah.
Berapa banyak kali aku menderhaka kepada orang tua terutama ibu bapa termasuk juga nenek aku dan adik beradik aku. Rupanya Islam telah mengajar kita cara yang terbaik dalam setiap perkara.
Segala perbuatan kita didunia ini, setiap saatnya akan di soal oleh Allah kelak.
Kadangkala aku lagi menitikberatkan hal-hal dunia sehingga aku memandang ringan hal-hal agama. Contohnya, aku lebih mengutamakan mendengar lagu sedap daripada solat di awal waktu. Siapa aku? Hanyalah hamba, sehinggakan sanggup menangguh ajakan Tuhannya semata-mata kerana benda lain.
Moga Allah terus memberi hidayah-Nya kepada kami. Amin
Sunday, 25 November 2012
Friday, 23 November 2012
..and there it happened
The one that I really hate just happened, i don't know how to describe my feelings right now. Now, everything wouldn't be the same. I don't know it is a good thing or is a bad thing. Me, myself, I can't change myself to someone I'm not neither anyone else can. But what happened if someone who also difficult to change himself, wanted other people to change to the way that he can tolerate.
He knew I'm weak at talking
He knew I'm weak at confronting
He knew I'm nobody
He knew I'm useless
He knew my passion
But then he used all my weakness to CONFRONT me!!!
How sad can you imagine I feel.
The one that I always think of, to share the burden together so he can feel relief even for a second, the one that I ALWAYS THINK OF DAYS AND NIGHT to think of how to make things better, didn't even let me say a word.
The same things that you point the fault to me, is exactly the same things that you've done to me that I kept it silently in my heart, so that nothing can fall us apart.
Can you imagine how it would make me HURT by saying I HATE you.
It is not fair that you told other people about me when you didn't even know the truth.
When you already have tones of back up people, while me having none.
This is what you chose, I can't let you and I don't even want to beg you to stay, because I guarantee one day whenever you have problems at other place, you will remember the good things I gave to you. I hope you can get someone better than me, and not someone worst. But if you got someone worst, I hope you can learn everything is not always be perfect. Sometimes we have to sacrifice a little bit of our heart to get more. By just throwing away the heart, you just commit suicide.
He knew I'm weak at talking
He knew I'm weak at confronting
He knew I'm nobody
He knew I'm useless
He knew my passion
But then he used all my weakness to CONFRONT me!!!
How sad can you imagine I feel.
The one that I always think of, to share the burden together so he can feel relief even for a second, the one that I ALWAYS THINK OF DAYS AND NIGHT to think of how to make things better, didn't even let me say a word.
The same things that you point the fault to me, is exactly the same things that you've done to me that I kept it silently in my heart, so that nothing can fall us apart.
Can you imagine how it would make me HURT by saying I HATE you.
It is not fair that you told other people about me when you didn't even know the truth.
When you already have tones of back up people, while me having none.
This is what you chose, I can't let you and I don't even want to beg you to stay, because I guarantee one day whenever you have problems at other place, you will remember the good things I gave to you. I hope you can get someone better than me, and not someone worst. But if you got someone worst, I hope you can learn everything is not always be perfect. Sometimes we have to sacrifice a little bit of our heart to get more. By just throwing away the heart, you just commit suicide.
Saturday, 10 November 2012
I LOVE U
I : I LOVE YOU. Yes, you, no no, you, yes you...
M: Do I know you? or..do you know me?
I : I don't think you know me, but I know you. The only thing is I don't know you really well yet.
M: Oh, and so what make you like me then?
I : I don't know, since childhood I already like you. You did make me suffer A LOT when making decision whether to just stick on you or just give you up.
M : I didn't know that but I know I am popular nowadays, but I am really having high standards of qualification. Do you have all that?
I : I don't think I have that yet. But I'm preparing now. I should be more hardworking and diligent to pass your target. I know we can be together one day later but as for now, let me practice and learn a lot so I can treat you well. We can be partners.
M : Ok then, we'll see. Good luck.
p/s I= me, M= Medicine :P
M: Do I know you? or..do you know me?
I : I don't think you know me, but I know you. The only thing is I don't know you really well yet.
M: Oh, and so what make you like me then?
I : I don't know, since childhood I already like you. You did make me suffer A LOT when making decision whether to just stick on you or just give you up.
M : I didn't know that but I know I am popular nowadays, but I am really having high standards of qualification. Do you have all that?
I : I don't think I have that yet. But I'm preparing now. I should be more hardworking and diligent to pass your target. I know we can be together one day later but as for now, let me practice and learn a lot so I can treat you well. We can be partners.
M : Ok then, we'll see. Good luck.
p/s I= me, M= Medicine :P
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