I feel ashamed of myself.

Where did I put Allah all these while?

Only come to Him when I have problems?

I am seriously ashamed to HIM.

Now, the syndrome come again.

I have final exam coming.

I felt like only Allah can lead me through this.

That's not the wrong thought.

But, I feel like I just turn to HIM when I have problems.

I don't like myself being like this.

All time when I have problems.

Because I usually forget HIM when I am happy.

When everything turned out the way I wanted.

Again, I am ashamed of myself.

Very very ashamed.

Oh Allah, I know you never left me behind.

I am the one who always leave you.

But now, I come to you.

Will you still accept me?